Tuesday, July 24, 2007
today... this morning went to school... really feeling not well... don know when then can totally recover... sobs... during IRP period.... i wanna go washroom dearly but b4 i asked him... someone wanna go toilet also... he say no one can go washroom during IRP... hais... i bear the pain... feeling very nausea...then after IRP... all my classmates head straight to AVA room for maths lesson... but i head straight to the washroom instead... im stuck there for ard 10-15 mins... vomiting... slight stomach pain... due to nv have breakfast.. i vomit some gastric juice out.. it's really yucky la... cant stand the taste and smell... T.T...
i really dont wanna miss lesson again... when i come out of the washroom... got two cleaner outside... they were staring at me, i tot what... it's bcos i look very pale and weak... after maths lesson is pe... i went for my 2.4km NAPFA test... my frens are like saying, "not feeling well then don run le lah..."
a guy very sarcastic... i don wanna let him stand a chance to say anything... pe teachers also not very pleased with me, cos tt time fainted and sprained my ankle... nv pe for quite some time... then i run lor... i hope i can pass! hmm but when running the 3rd round... my stomache severe pain again...
i nearly wanna collapse down at the track there... i pulled myself to the ending point... i tell MR CHUA and MDM WANTI i am not feeling well... i wanna stop running le... they like don believe me... and don care like tt... i just excuse myself to the washroom... my sweat is like dripping like mad and pain until i ask GOD can i die at tt moment... ahhhhh....
tt time i rmb i feeling very giddy... scary... i scared i fainted inside the cubicle... don know how.. i prayed... i dragged myself out... stumbled my way to the hall area... waiting for my classmates... i stand there stoning... trying very hard to immunise the pain... in my heart im talking to GOD, conferencing indeed...
i told GOD... why u have to make me suffer? i know He had His own reasons for His plan! i called my daddy... feeling very bad and guilty cos i always affecting his work... he told me tt he's in the middle of a meeting... when i saw my classmates coming up the stairs... my legs turned wobbly... i sit down at the walkway there...
after tt i know got a lot of ppl surrounded me... they kept asking whether i wanna go inside the hall or to rest at the sickbay or not... i cant move at tt moment... i also don wanna tell my teachers... really don want!! lincoln and heng kuan kept asking me whether i wanna let them piggyback me... i refused... so awkward...
after like don know how long... one of them find one female pe teacher here... thank GOD is not mdm sing... it's miss ong... she is very nice de... but i cant talk much, i just lean on one of my fren and my fren hug me... i pain until i teared... GOD help me!!! i keep on meditating in my heart! then lincoln touch me la... i just pushed him away... i nearly fell down... so pai seh...
they held me to the sick bay... on the way... i saw mrs tan... she says, "don be so stubborn go home and rest la"... "but but... tml got test leh... i don know anything abt PFBD and depreciation lor..." i feel very horrible.. i so pain le... but still thinking of my test! ai yo... GOD help me concentrate on you right now... not the test and not even the pain..
after tt... near the staff room... saw mr chong... he is like asking what happen to her? he shocked when he heard tt i got dirreahea.... then i still run! he goes with me to the sick bay... and called my daddy again... he says he wanna talk to him... then after talking for a while... he passed the hp to me... my daddy wanna talk to me...
when i talk to him... im like... sniffing away... cos got very bad cold... he tot i pain until cry! -.-'''... after tt got photo-taking i definitely gonna miss it again la... sobs sobs... but it's ok... there's always a next time i tell myself... yupyup... then mr chong very nice... he bought chicken pie and pink dolphin for me... opps.. i havent returned him the $!
cut it short... then my daddy comes.. fetch me go home... i sleep from like 3-7 plus like tt... just like someone says im piggy la... diao... i bet nobody knows what happen today unless they read this entry.. haha... sian of telling the long story again & again! my shpd, CL and UL havent know yet... i think they used to hear im sick le! T.T i must haf breakthru in my health in JESUS' name.
so next time when i blog... it will be abt testimony tt im healed ok? yea yea..... now still pain!!!!!!! ouch!!!!!!! hmm oh no...... im supposed to be sleeping at 10pm la.... curfew at 9pm..... must bath in the afternoon.. all rules set by mummy and daddy.. must obey everything until i fully recovered! T.T....
afternoon most of the time ministry and sch.. how to bath? bath in school or in public toilet meh? lame me... lol... must sleep soon... see you... hmm i gotta blog abt my QT then off com le! rest well ppl! yup yup... bye... if not gotta let my parents scold again! tml POA test i hope teacher gives grace for me to take another day... hahaz... anyway night! I've been paid for in FULL 10:45 PM