Friday, August 31, 2007

Today is teachers' day celebration... after school quite free la.. cos i nv went back to secondary school with my sbcs! not going back to primary school also!! after school i straight away meet mei for studying... but we ended up slacking... hahaz... but it has been a long time since i take a break le! i sleep for like a hr plus for a nap! think i having low blood now! =(

we went to j8 shop shop for like a while... then go back to my hse again! then to like 830pm i send mei home... and then nice time with her lor! i love my day... haha... warm warm de! i talking carp again... i don think u all understand! haha... it's ok! promos coming! let's work hard tgt for GOD, yeah? go go go ppl! GOD bless! chiong ahh!! yeahh... hallelujah! ^^

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Today.... i have POA test and i score quite well i think 3rd in class perhaps? i score 23 out of 25 for this control accounts test! praise the LORD!! heehee.... thank GOD tt today surprise test is cancelled! haha... cos i think mr chong cant rush back from science centre in time! hahahaha.... then we ended up play true or dare!! im being forfeited with dare two times i think... do catwalk and push up!

i love my frens lor! one of them take down all the stupid daring things we done la... lincoln go and dance pole dance... walk like a chicken etc... hn go kiss the window and py dance ballet... dy walk like a dog! hahaz... so funny! then after that at abt 5 plus... went for teachers' day rehearsal today... it ended at 730pm like tt! i go dinner with my fren and in general have quite a gd day today! =)

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

1. Hand shake

We have a relationship evangelism-networking! We shld have a close relationship with them, at the same time, we teach, model and inspire.

2. Question mark?

What is it for us to be a Christian?

3. Tool box

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Today... i don know why just feel very very cold for the whole day... even i sleep last night also wearing jacket... 1st time lol! errr... ok i very lame... hmm having high fever ytd 39.2 degree c... when i typing this is 38.1 degree c! so it's better le right?... this afternoon... i in super bad mood la... during gp.. im like very irritated... lincoln is like chanting away... and mumbling to himself... i told him, "can u just keep quiet for a moment and complete yr work?"

and he immediately asked me, "why am i so angry today?" sorry lincoln cos i wasn't well.. GOD please forgive me... bcos i know the assignment nid to be handed in by the end of the period and lincoln is like keeping talking and talking non-stop... i have a bad headache alr... the chanting makes it worse! but after tt... i went for CG and back home...

feeling very cold now! GOD please save me! err... i gotta go and study for my test le~ thank GOD for u my fren for lending me yr notes! GOD bless! huiying jiayou~~ tml test! stress!! somebody can help me? i hope tt i can take a rest! GOD i wanna meet u face to face right now! muacks i love U LORD! thanks shpd for talking to me... praying for me too! appreciate you! ^^ jiayou everybody for our tests and exams tml!

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Today is a rainy day! Hais... day was bad! , my fren keeps bullying me... then i asked lincoln to help me take "revenge"... she is angry le! At that point of time, my heart is filled with regret. GOSH... ahh... then also feeling like saying sorry to her. However, i don know if she is angry with me or lincoln... thank GOD, after kneeling down and praying to GOD... i told HIM, "GOD, You know I treasured this frenship a lot, please help me!" He really answered my prayers. I talked to her lots of stuffs on our way home and just realised im their "kai xing guo"... everytime, they'll hug and laugh/smile at me de... i hope i can bring them cross the line of faith asap. GOD, i really love my frens. My fren called me, so shocked la, i thought it's lincoln or guohao... =/

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Monday, August 27, 2007

Now im in mrt... writing down my day... muahaha... today lincoln is sick, and i hope GOD can heal him asap! =) He is especially quiet and restless for the whole day! man... hahaz... but he looked cute when he is sick my fren says... lol... diao diao... i just receive a sms from jess abt mcg and some events going on in central/her grp! heehee... she sends to me wrongly or i can say accidentally. know that they are embarking on a prayer and fasting period from 2 meal. i will pray that GOD'll see their hardwork and bless them with 25 ppl this sat. Ytd something weird/touching happened... thank GOD for you fren, i love you! it's a blessing for you in my life. jiayou in everything u do! ^^

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

TODAY... wake up very early!! i really love it! hahas... start off the day great man! i chatted with my fren.. a really nice chat... talking abt baby and dogs... they are really cute right? lol! then i go my grandma's house! i really going to miss my fren... hope GOD will bless this fren in whatever that is done for GOD! i sms this fren very often today! haiyo... thank GOD for u and i love u fren! u haf been really a great fren to me! i will rmb of ur blessings!

then i go my maternal gm's house! my yi mama is very funny... ask me abt her company stuff... something related to account! im glad tt i can help her! i dont know why helping ppl is such a happy thingy! GOD thank YOU tt i can help ppl! yeah yeah! then we have a nice nice chat! hope my family will receive GOD's blessings consistently! GOD let yr presence fall in every of their family!

then i went to paternal gm's house... i go to macs to study with my cousin, ting ting~ she is really sweet! have a awesome time with her.. we have heart to heart talk! then she is going to take o level prelims soon! although she is yet a believer... i will pray for GOD to show himself real in this period and bless her abundantly de! jiayou my darling! ^^ and come out to study with me k? miss u! lol...

then i went home and bathe... continued with blogging and msn.. worshipping and praising GOD! i can sense and discern that the spiritual atmosphere in my family is becoming stronger and stronger le! AMEN... hallelujah... bcos i wanna have a breakthru... i decided to embark a fasting and praying month! GOD i offer my life to YOU... as a pleasing sacrifice to YOU! ^^

My JoY aNd My PaIn Im MaKiNg ThEm YoUrS... LiFtInG mY PrAiSe To YoU... ThEsE hAnDs WeRe MaDe To PrAiSe yOu... ThEsE Legs WeRe MaDe To SeRvE yOu... I gIvE tO yOu My LiFe In WoRsHip... YoU sTaNd BeFoRe My FeeLInGs... WhAt CoULd i SaY... wHaT cOuLd i Do... BuT tO oFfEr ThIs HeArT o LoRd CoMpLeTeLy To YoU... sO i StAnD mY sOuL lOrD tO yOu SuRrEnDeR... aLL i hAvE iS yOuRs... ^^ <<<>

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

  1. Accountability to GOD is inevitable.
  2. Accountability to spiritual leaders is commanded by GOD and profitable for us.
  3. Accountability to one another is helpful and healthy.

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Today we have shepherding at mark and spencers before svc! it's great! we close off the project MI i'm possible and start off afresh with a new project named 1+1=12! GOD im really ready to go where YOU send me! send me and i will go! =) then we went for svc!... after svc went to meridian for lunch cum dinner? hahas... then i accompany my shpd to mount elizabeth hospital!

she bu ting hua! sting by the bees then don wanna see doc! sneezing away and slight fever!! then we wanna "dragged" her to see doc!... we went to the hospital but all the clinics are closed... only left with A&E! then she don wanna go A&E... so we saw opposite got a paragon medical centre, so we decided to go there and give it a try to see whether there's still clinics available or not!

hais... but the end don have any! so she went for CL meeting then i go home... check the 24-hr clinics for her... haha... but she alr know where got le! so it's ok! hope she will be fine! GOD may u heal her at this very moment! ^^ i cried so badly bcos of someone but now it's ok le! lol... then i chatted with mei to 230am... sian.. i break my promise again... hope u will forgive me! GOD bless u ppl!

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Friday, August 24, 2007

Today... CCA is suspended le but MI concert night... i and yunti are excused from duty, which means we will be on duty for teachers' day! yea yea!! GOD i love you! wanna give thanks to YOU! err... today i got stomachache from yio chu kang! i tell GOD.. can let me die straightaway? the pain is really extremely bad! most of the time the mrt door opened at every station i will have the strong urge to alight and go to the washroom!

but i thought for a while! if i do so... i will be late! hence i bear till bukit batok and still cant find the toilet! i have no choice but to bear the pain till i reach the school! sobs... GOSH... the pain really make me wanna die! long time don have such a great pain le! then i just on time for flag-raising cos b4 tt, im stuck in the toilet for like so long man! after national anthem, when all ppl went back to classroom for IRP... i went to toilet again... la tu zi very badly!

today's also kenny's o level EL oral! all the best man! good news! for CL oral i have got 2nd in class! and u know what the first person is my fren... she is from china... and our marks are diff by 0.5 mark! lol!! funny la! then i went home very very early! so happy man! then i teach hsuan and kenny a maths! then he is like having fever, so he gone off earlier! may GOD's healing be upon him! =)

then i went to RJC for a MOE's youth leader briefing... the organisation is so irresponsible! tell us tt the meeting is postponed to 7 sep at 745pm... where the briefing shld initially be at 730pm... hais... then all the ppl alr reached and waiting there le! -.-''' but thank GOD i live near RJC! okok that's one thing tt i shld be grateful of, cos my other 3 frens stay at geylang and aljunied!

i went home and take a day break... oii oii! hahaz... huiying jiayou for promos... u shall do it with GOD!! 1+1=12... im already to go all out for it! i love GOD!! muacks muacks! chiong ah! hope today will be a successful night for the MI concert! hee hee! yea yea! wanna win the school for JESUS! ^^

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Today is Haining MaMa's birthday... 20 year old le.... more matured liao! lol... =) Then I kind of make extra effort to do a hand-made card and suggest to my "family" to buy a gift for her! hahas... indeed because of careful planning, she got a surprise! We celebrate her birthday at the second break just before physics lesson! she distributes the cake and some very greedy ppl like "uncle lincoln" and "xiao yun jie jie" take 3 pieces each la!

Thank GOD got extras! heehee. oh ya... hallelujah... grace says she decides to commit to hope after promos! yeayea.. I prayed that all things will go well and she'll come to know the love of GOD soon. After physics, we got the egg pod drop challenge, all the designs are so big and bulky! Think about 4 groups out of 9-10 grp de egg not broken. But there's a yucky and disgusting thing happen!

one of the group-without using brain =/- wrap the egg with plastic and attached it to the parachute... and then when it dropped it hit the side of the wall and the egg white and yolk all flow out la! =(

okok... enough of the "puking" thing... me, yunti jie jie and uncle lincoln went for cca at center stage. Thank GOD for my nice and understanding teacher, MR HISHAM, he excuse us from duty for today and tml cos he knows that we are sick. So I went to lot 1 with ah ma... then wait for lincoln uncle to end cca... we went suki sushi... i feel so sinful la! eat so much... now stomach a bit unwell. =(

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Yo ppl! Actually the time now is 1240am, 23/8/2007... But I scared later I confused myself! Hahas, anyway today im on MC! Hais... I feel bad and uneasy of missing lessons again. sobs... =( I stay at home for more than half a day! I went to see my family doc at ard 8 plus... man... the queue is long la... like im the 13th person... After waiting for 1 hr plus... the doc seeing the 10th patient. Sian! I sleep quite a few naps there at the clinic.. lol. Then thank GOD I bring enough $ for the consultation fee, cos initially I wanna bring around 17 bucks, but in the end I take another 20 bucks from my locker. The fee is so ex la! $34... i left with 3 bucks... I went to eat porridge then take medicine. My fren is really nice to bless me with 10 bucks! =)

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Today, supposed to wake up at 3am but hor I too tired le... wake up take medicine and go back to sleep again. Thank GOD for this fren, although never called me... at least try to do his best to pray for me! I never touched the computer today... but I have written now in my diary abt my day le! yea... I take many balloons to school today... so bulky... in the mrt everyone banged into the bag of balloons im carrying.

After school, we went to buy haining mama's birthday present at jurong point, "The Wallet Shop". Then I accompany lincoln to j8 food court to eat dinner. He really nice! helping me to carry some stuffs... i go home and mh (sbcs) come my house and printed some scores... Now i manage to finish decorating the card and wrapping the present for "mama"... also finish the write-up of the egg pod project.

Tml still got a lot of hw to pass up.. GOD please help me! Maximise my time please, O LORD!! Now after writing these... I'll go finish hw le! yeah... "GOD I prayed tt You will give me Your wisdom in understanding of all my subjects and give mt strength to study for You. I prayed all these... In Jesus' name. AMEN!''

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Monday, August 20, 2007

My QT learning:

John 19:26-27

John's obedience to JESUS' words was immediate. "From that hour." he says, "the disciple took her to his own home." It might seem puzzling if we stop to think about it. They weren't even remotely close to John's home in Capernaum, far to the north, in the Galilee. (Though there is a tradition that John's father, Zebedee, had a business in Jerusalem and would have naturally had a home there, there is nothing about it in the text.) But note that it does not say that he took her to his "house," but rather his "home."

GOD thank YOU for knowing my needs... i wanna meet the needs of ppl around me too!! may U use me to bless me in whatever area they are in lack of! i wanna love ppl around me for who they are and not what they do! i pray all these in JESUS' name... AMEN! =) What are your needs? drop me a email** ^^

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today... it's a great day... although i really cry very badly ytd!! i don know y! GOD i nid more of u! i wake up like 4am to study for my econs test... until 6am... then i went back to sleep again! >.< this day will be the last day that i will update my blog for august... cos of certain reasons... one of it is my health...

the doc says... yeah... i nid to rest! i decided to sleep the latest 12am... then if i cant finish my hw... i will wake up at 3am to do it... this will be the lifestyle until promos over bahx? but b4 i study... i wan take 1hr to read e WOG & 1hr to worship and praise GOD everyday! i hope to know HIM from the inside out! yeah.hy,u can explore GOD more and more! i love U GOD! e econs test is great man! manage to give my best,think can do well bahx!

since i will nt be online for quite some time, i wan encourage all my frens and sisters/brothers who r taking psle,n level,o level and a level to give their best shot for GOD! ^^ today go my fren's hse! the parachute thing is awesome and balloon... whoohoo. it's great and tml studying with jm and mh in the night at school! im excited for it! but no worries ppl (my fans in reading my blog)... hahax... i may not update everyday... but i will record everything down in my diary then update on 1 sep... be in tuned wor!

yup yup... will keep all my frens who are taking major papers in prayer de i have got a lot of hw to do! GOD please heal me... i don know what i can do... but HE gives me a pic that HE is holding my hands tightly... nv letting me go... even if whatever happen to me... im gonna praise U... for u are more divine and mighty than the doctors... if i gonna go to meet U face to face.. i will be more than willing to do so... haha cos i will nv love you enough! =))

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

My QT learning:

1 Timonthy 6:6-12

Have we really never coveted? Ask GOD to forgive us right now. He is gracious and compassionate to all who come to HIM in honest confession of our sinful condition. When GOD convicts us of our sin, it's not to drive us to despair, but to send us into the open arms of Jesus.

That's really what the Ten Commandments are all about: to show us our need for JESUS.

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My QT learning: (18 aug 2007)

Psalm 119:33-35 and John 8:44

Stay on the trail GOD has marked out for my life - and rmb the only trail map i need is WOG... GOD will take care of me..

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Today.... wake up at my shpd's hse!! haha.... err... then i went mac as she gone work! i saw my fren's daddy! He asked me u still here huh? then i say yah... promise my fren to go and meet at 10am... then he is like it's ok... u can come now... i call my child to wake up... then im like ok! hahax... then i went to my fren's hse again! then my fren got teach me piano!

we do hw tgt! and the dog began to like me le la... he pounced on me... then when im abt to go... it licked my hand... i stroked him... lol... i think he like i stroke him, lying on the floor enjoying... and my fren's few mths old bro is so cute! recently i realised i began to like dogs and babies... so cute!!!! i love them! then i went home like around 5pm... cos my daddy very angry la! hais... but i managed to finish two hw at my fren's hse! =)

yeah... oh ya... i heard tt zyann is discharged last friday... thank HIM! and happy birthday jianhao... just get to know today's yr bday! although u may not know me and read this blog... as a sis-in-Christ just wanna give u my best wishes! i love GOD deeper, wider and greater! don know why everytime just cant stop but thank GOD... i guess in my entries the most commonly used phrase is thank GOD bahx! lol... GOD bless! ^^ cya!!

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Today is saturday... wake up very early to meet my frens for project at bishan library... this project gotta be cool man! we are gonna help ppl with the love of GOD!! hsuan, pearl, yenyee and me will definitely do it for GOD no matter how busy we are in school! this project we aimed to help the children to raise funds... all is voluntary work! GOD may U bless us in this! it is going to be embarked in this one yr plus!

Upon meeting out... as usual pearl got a lot of lame and brain-cracking qn for us! ^^ she is such a great fren of mine! i love her!! erm... then i saw a lot of pic in her hp! haha... the dog and baby are so so so cute! wow... PRAISE GOD for creating them man! then aft meeting them... i went for svc.... the train broke down on the way and make some weird noises! man... GOD pls help me!

then... the sermon is so divine i decide to account to carmen abt something. i shall not elaborate on it... =) after svc... city hall to meet my fren to see mh's performance at the esplanade library! haha... i saw mh and im so so happy! yea yea... love her too! wanna thank GOD for her in my life... i wanna be thankful to GOD for what i have now! yupz... and i rushed to city hall again to meet my classmates for project!

IT's SO SO SO cOOL la... we are making our own t-shirt as a family! whoohoo... yeah!! thank GOD for this family in my class which makes my school life more colourful... PRAISE GOD! and... i went to my fren's hse and test the thing until very late la! and the dog, rigby, keep on barking at me! T.T... we tried and tried until like 12am... then i realised i missed my train le! so i joined carmen and desiree to study at sun plaza.

Im so dead tired by then... hahax... then after a few hrs... i managed to go to CARMEN's hse! we have deep sharing... i will miss her and love her with the depth of my heart! muacks shpd! i love u! ohh no... i keep on saying i love many ppl le! hahaz... but u know it can le... im excited for this challenge! i hope i can grow to be more CHRIST-like! GOD i wanna be closer to U!

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Friday, August 17, 2007

My QT learning:

Psalm 1:1-3

The apostle Paul is a great model to follow. In Acts 26, Paul had just given his testimony to King Agrippa explaining why he did what he did. Paul wrapped it all up in verses 19 and 20 by saying, in essence, "I stayed on track. GOD gave me a vision and I ordered my life and disciplined myself to be true to that vision."

Life is urgent and uncertain. That's why we need to be sure that we're doing what GOD has placed on our hearts to do. Don't take the will of GOD for granted. That's your heavenly vision.

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Today... i have duty early in the morning!! everything goes quite well.. haha but rainy day... then me and jie go collect microphone... and the wire thingy... us getting wet by the heavy raining... lol... then after duty.... went for eggpod discussion.. GP... POA... CL... eggpod meeting tml at sembawang straight after 1st svc! GP do compre today... POA take back the miserable test... >.<... CL got oral! i speak not quite bad! praise the LORD...

despite of my sore throat and bad cough, the teacher still can hear me! yeah... then after school we had CCA rehearsal... at back stage so bored sia... then went to I hub to chat on msn for a while! i tell my deepest darkest secret to my fren... i hope this fren wont spread ard! yup yup... after CCA... i went for shpding at amk hub mos with mh and carmen! it's great but a news is break.... saddened us a bit! but GOD has His own perfect plans for us!

oh ya... then im going to share a bit of what i learn: (relying on GOD)

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hey hey... realised i nv blog abt my CG! ytd.. it's one of my CG mate's birthday... then we went to her hse at yew tee to give her a suprise celebration! she is so shocked la... when we just reached her hse... she is actually bathing... then we stand in front of the bathroom door... once she opened the door... we sang happy birthday song~... her didi and meimei so cute la... i wanna have so small sis!

today have POA, maths and physics test! i studied like mad/crazy ppl like tt for the whole of ytd and today! when me and my frens are studying in the library... lincoln is like so so so confident la... he say y nid to study? im like nearly bei ta qi si~~ anyway...today the POA test i got single digit la! perhaps everyday i will go to my fren's hse to study and then catch the last train back!

today very happy... i feel blessed to have this sbcs with me! after "CG".... we went home tgt! then we talked from train to bus to bus stop! it's really nice talking to her... even though it's simple stuffs.. but it's very happy to know what's happening in each other's lives everyday! oh ya... we decide to meet up one day per week for night study in sch! cool right? then can fellowship while we were on our way home! yea yea!

haha... im a person tt really treasured fellowship a lot! i love you sbcs!! let's do it for GOD 1+1=12... actually decide to keep my entries short de initially cos got a lot of hw to do! but.. i have got too much to say le! lol.. tml got shpding! yea yea... i agree that CG and shpding is a privilege... so ppl must treasure it wor! GOD bless... and check my next entry soon! <3

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

My QT learning:

Psalm 8

But despite all that i have done... GOD extended HIMSELF toward me with the incredible love of the cross through His Son, JESUS CHRIST. He wrote out HIS love message on that crossbeam of wood and pinned it to an empty sky for all the universe to see: "I love you". HE opened the way for me to come back to HIM.

That just staggers the mind.

I cannot grasp the greatness of GOD. All i can do is stop, sit down, sit still, be still, and know that HE is GOD.

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My QT learning: (15 aug 2007)

Luke 23:33-34

His 1st word frm e cross is "Father." As He enters into His suffering, tis word will disappear as an indication of His torment. "Forgive them," Jesus says. "They don know what dey're doing." His final lament begins with e theme of forgiveness. His enemies r stretching out His arms on e cross beam, nailing nails thru His flesh. He had told e disciples to love & forgive their enemies. Luke alone records His words tt "[God] is kind to e ungrateful & e evil" (6:35), - a most extraordinary phrase. In manifest kindness, Jesus genuinely asks e Father to forgive, to absolve, e Roman legionnaires who r executing Him. They cant possibly imagine wat they r doing, for wat dey r doing is unimaginable - aiding in e death of God. Becoming accomplices to e salvation of e world. Sacrificing e perfect Lamb of God.

Apparently, once Jesus is raised up on e high cross on which He was crucified, they turn their backs on e scene & cast lots for e seamless robe Jesus had been wearing. There were 3 "lots," which indicates tt dere were only 3 soldiers assigned to e unthinkable task. As they wipe e fresh blood of their hands & turn to their grisly game, Jesus is pleading that e Father forgive them.

Jesus' 1st word frm e cross were asking for forgiveness for those crucifying Him.

God... May i be like YOU... always praying for the unlovable, the ppl who were against us and O LORD... i wanna take pleasure in praying for them! thank YOU LORD for speaking to me today! in JESUS' name. AMEN!

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i love god...today i was at i hub writing blog....hahaah...the teacher was suppose to teach us but didnt and i was suppose to eat my lunch but i didnt too and i was supposed to do work but i didnt....hahahaha - from lincoln!

Meowwww!!!! Finally can blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) From yunti!^^

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i decided to blog now! hahaz... surprise!! cos at night i nid to study le! then now nth to do in CCA... i have complete the thingy tt nid to submit le! GOD speaks to me now! i will take this time to rest in YOU! leg pain... still swelling! later got CTM and studying with my fren! hmm... tml got three tests and it's all my H2 subjects! GOD i knoe tt YOU are near! may YOU be with me as i do the tests! yeah.. no matter what... i gonna praise YOU!



oh ya... i just talk to this fren of mine in msn just now! He keeps on saying GOD has left him... no matter how many biblical i use to prove to him... GOD is always by our side... he just cant get it... i know i cant do anything cos im limited but GOD is mighty to save... and HE will change the heart of this guy! feeling ever compassionate again! GOD thank YOU for today! may u heal my knee! next week got NAPFA retest... nid to be heal b4 tt man~



yup yup! i realised i didnt blog abt my CG and ministry! err... wont blog my today's QT learning! cos i wanna study! i will write what i learn in my diary 1st... tml then blog again! cya ppl! yeah.. =)

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Today I'm very sad cos someone posted something very funny on my blog. =( lol... haha ... that sentence is from yunti

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

RANDOM STUFF...: as im typing this post... i saw a flying object with green, red and white light past the sky!

My QT learning:

1 Corinthians 1:17-18,23-25

The deception continues to tis day. Many people claim to b "christs" but they lack nail prints. Gurus tell us how to live happier & more productive lives. They say we can get "in touch with e deepest part of ourselves" & how we can be spiritual without being religious. What millions do not have, however, is a GOD with wounds, a GOD who entered into our world & suffered on our behalf so tt we might be reconciled to GOD. So important is tis central act of redemption tt it changed e unchangeable. Indeed, heaven is different bcos of "e LAMB who was slain" (Revelation 5:12). e blood is gone, but e scars remain as a remainder of our sin and a remainder of HIS grace.

In 1 Cor 1:17-18, Paul battled false teachers and competing messages. He reminded the church of our rightful focus: "CHRIST did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel,... For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of GOD."

No one can experience GOD's eternal favor if they bypass the cross. The cross is the hinge upon which the door of history swings. It is the hub that holds the spokes of GOD's purposes in a granf unity. The OLD testament prophets pointed toward it, and the NEW testament disciples proclaimed it. When we "cling to the old rugged cross," we are not doing so out of mere sentimentality. The cross is the heart of our message and the heart of our power to combat the encroaching darkness.

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My QT learning: (13 aug 2007)

Deuteronomy 23:21-23

GOD says much the same thing. He speaks to me abt 3 areas thru this passage.
  1. What i promise to GOD, i must do.
  2. It's better not to make promises than to break them. That doesnt mean i should never make promises, but i just need to know that a promise is a serious thing.
  3. Credibility and character are tied to the words i speak.

I must remember promises are important. Follow thru on what i promise to do-especially in my commitments to GOD.

"GOD i just wanna pray that U will protect me from above! Father i wanna be healthy and fit in YOU to do YOUR work!! i wanna defeat the devil in the area of sickness and injury... in JESUS' name i prayed. AMEN! =)"... thank YOU for being in my life!

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today... after school went to jurong point with my classmates! i don know why im so accident-proned!! fall down... blackout for few seconds... like a dream... i don know what's happening! then i limped my way home... sobs sobs... my frens say i very scary... my "uncle" and "mummy" run to me... "uncle" help me to carry stuffs and "mummy" fu wo qi lai!

aiyo... really embarrassesd and pai seh de! then ytd "uncle" help me carry bag and let my ICC teacher saw it... he say "SO SWEET"! ai yo yo... one more ppl tot tt he is my bf... actually he is not really sweet la... he is bullying me... sobs... don wan give me back my bag... my "jie" also bully me today and ytd! despite all tt... wanna thank GOD for them... for they are really nice frens and "family"!

i got a lot of work today also... don know whether to sleep or not! every subjects got one or two hw... and i got 6 subs! imagine tt... nid to be completed in less than 12 hrs! so ok... might as well don sleep! T.T GOD DADDY! i wanna talk to U now! please come and fill my heart! i find tt i not very faithful in updating my blog everyday alr!! cos too busy in school! >.<>

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hahaz... first time i feel a bit stress! a lot of work is piling up for me!! my frens in other streams are so relaxed la... i heard tt they can go out everyday and enjoyed themselves! and they say they nv do hw for very long le... so blessed are they! it's ok... i know GOD definitely will not give us things beyond what we can bear de! chiong ah huiying! loving GOD more and more! i supposed to receive a morning call from my fren at 2am... but so sweeet la... my fren called at 3/4 plus... cos wanted to let me sleep longer! thank GOD for u! despite of the morning calls i nv wake up... cos having mild fever and terrible sore throat! this morning wake up no voice siah... my mummy really nice. she make honey water for me! GOD help me! i wan cry but i know i wont cos i will keep on depending on YOU! =) thanking U everyday despite of wat!GOD be with me in tis race!^^yeah.PRAISE U!

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

My QT learning:

John 15:9-14

The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of love. He cannot impart Christ's life without imparting His love. Salvation is nothing but love conquering and entering into us; we have just as much of salvation as we have of love. Full salvation is perfect love.

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Today... stay at home to do work work work!! i wanna thank you for giving me morning call... love you! i feel a bit stressed today! my throat, mouth and tongue are so pain when i talked! then bad flu... sneezing the whole afternoon! then at night went to the hospital to visit zyann zyann! hope u recover soon! and we prayed for her also... saw the mandarin svc pastor as well! =) two ppl say i tie hair very nice! lol... lame! no lah... think so... ^^

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

My QT learning:

Colossians 1:9-14

A commitment to Christ is surrendering everything I am and have. Commitment translates into faithfulness to Christ each moment of every day. My commitment to Christ is something i lay down in my lifetime.

Apostle Paul was faithful in persecution, faithful when his motives were misunderstood, faithful when he lacked the comforts of home and security. As im thinking why did he do it? GOD tells me tt he was laying down his life a day at a time. His driving ambition was to be found faithful-worthy to bear the name of Christ. He wrote about it all the time. (Phillipians 1:27) "Let your manner of life be worthy." (Ephesians 4:1) "Walk in a manner worthy of the calling." (Colossians 1:10) "Walk in a manner worthy of the LORD."

This is my prayer and convenant to YOU O LORD: "Today i want my life to be pleasing to YOU. Tml, next week, next 10 years, i still want to be devoted to YOU and YOUR cause. I dont know what's coming, or what the cost will be, but i want to be found faithful in YOU. In JESUS' name... i pray. AMEN!"

The thought of faithfulness fires up my faith once again, i wanna praise GOD for HIS sustaining faithfulness to me and i want to cont' to keep going in HIM!

Daily surrender all I am to Christ.



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Summary of what i learn in Bible Study:

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Hey sbcs... if u are reading... wanna tell u that u rocks! i love u from the depth of my heart! muacks... proclaiming my love for u! heehee... today had such a great time with u!! u nv fails to identify with me... no matter it's my failure or success u are with me! thank GOD for u my dear! i don know how to express my gratitude to u! thanks for listening to all my grumbling and rubbish today!

from morning to night... today... bible study... svc.. meeting... then help me with my beautiful blog now... lol... anyway... if u ppl are reading... mh come my hse to help me de! lol... i love her really... she is such a blessings to me... today we played word games on 162.... although i had a bit motion sickness... i love the time with her! u know? the things we do really doesnt matter... as long as the ppl that really matter!

yeah yeah... then her parents not at home... i acc her for dinner then she comes my hse! fellowship a lot today man! with her... nv fails to brighten my day! of course other than her is GOD and HIS ppl lah! hahax.... so wanna thank GOD for u a lot a lot! u matter a lot to me! will nv forget all the times we had tgt in WSS, MI, 1E3,2E3, ND, CN, grads, north and jcnorth... for life spiritual buddies convenanted sisters! GOD bless u!

study tgt for promos k? let HIS name be lifted high!! =) yea yea...

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Friday, August 10, 2007

My QT learning: (10 aug 2007)

Proverbs 7:4-23, Romans 6:11-12

Sin & deception just make things worse. Our sin will surely find us out. it'll take us farther than we wanted to go.

We don't know what's going on in our own lives. If either of us is playing around with hidden sin, it's eventually gonna harm us!

So stop. Now. If we dont, we're going to find ourselves a lot farther down the road of destruction than we ever planned on going. And it's tough to come back.

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My QT Learning: (9 aug 2007)

Revelation 22:1-7

Make no mistake-heaven will be an incredible place. But our greatest joy will be an eternity of enjoying the experience of being with JESUS who prepared the place for us.

AMEN. Come, Lord Jesus!

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today... i regained "conscious" at 4am... then cant sleep le! >.<

then we play captain ball... my team got in the 1st place~ hallelujah! heehee... but i got hit by the ball two times... cos im the goal-keeper... 1st hit... the ball banged straight on the face... pain until i wanna faint le... by GOD's grace... i wanna be strong till the end... i don want be known as the weak weak type! then 2nd hit... hit my teeth... bleeds lahx... but nobody knows again! cos i cover my mouth!....

after that... we got praise... then end off le! it is quite fun indeed! had a great time tgt! then i rush to j8 to meet lincoln, yt, hn, py and dy! then we went swensen and buy an ice-cream cake for my daddy! manage to give him a surprise... and lincoln says he dont mind staying at my hse... my the other fren says, "u dont mind! hy also wont allowed de what! -.-"... im like ya lor! diao!

have a great delicious dinner with my daddy, brothers, lincoln and py... so funny la... lincoln and py are asked to eat all the stuffs until no leftover!! lame right my daddy? he said both of them don have 60kg cannot go home! lol... then after dinner they cont' to "swim" until so happy la! in the end my frens go home like around 11pm like tt! im so tired! my head so pain like dying... hit by the ball! immediate effects man! GOD heal me!! =(

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Today... it's singapore's, raziyah's and liting's birthday! HAPPY BDAY, ppl! today supposed to have CG... but hor... stuck in the toilet for so long... cant come out... during midnight. i vomited until the whole floor... have a hard time cleaning up... T.T. today... ahh. fainting. but nobody know it... they tot im slping! =( i think i gained conscious at abt 4AM! sobs. i miss GOD! wanna see HIM now! had a weird weird dream! hope it wont happen!

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

My QT learning: (8 aug 2007)

Ephesians 4:25-32

Instead of living in fear tt GOD wont provide for my needs, seek GOD's kingdom and righteousness, share with others and trust tt my needs will be met. Trust GOD. He knows.

GOD will provide for our needs; seek GOD's kingdom 1st. =)))))

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My QT learning: (7 aug 2007)

Luke 23:32-38

Notice that Jesus' eyes are on others - not HIMSELF. He forgives the Roman soldiers who are nailing HIM to the cross. HE forgives the criminal who asks HIS forgiveness. He thinks of HIS mother and of HIS disciple John. Never HIMSELF.

Jesus' last statements were scattered thruout a 6-hr ordeal. During the final 3 hours, He was covered in darkness. It must have been like the "darkness that can be felt" of the Passover (Exodus 10:21 niv). Luke says the sun simply quit shining. Darkness. Gasping phrases punctuated by the lengthy silences. Unutterable pain. A sight that would have sickened even a stranger. That's the setting of the seven last words of JESUS. Try to hear them as we have never heard them b4.

Seek to hear HIS voice.

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today suppose to have shpding, but shpd cancel it le!think she is very busy..don have shpding like a mth plus le!sobs..so really think tt shpding is very precious to me! i miss my ex-shpds(jess and gwen) T.T..i miss u..but i know they will nv see my blog de! hahas... but just wanna let them know how much i miss , cherish and love them! with my current shpd.. i experience a lot of "first time".. first time my shpd wanna me travel down for her... first time shpd cancelled shpding.. etc.. but i know she is trying to do her best le... so thank GOD for her! although i do not have any WOG taught to me recently by my shpd... but i think my daily walk with GOD depends on myself not my shpd! now i learn to rely more on my chief shpd.. less on my earthly shpd.. although my ex-shpds are not 24/7 there for me all the time in the past.. but my current shpd is too 24/7 there for us le bahx!=(

My QT learning: (6 aug 2007)

1 Thessalonians 5:16-22

A "pray without ceasing" relationship includes seeing everything against the backdrop of HIS presence. In other words, a rain shower reminds me of HIM. A difficulty at home or school turns my thoughts to HIM. The first bite of chicken pie prompts us to thank the GOD who gave us the gift of taste. Even listening to a worship CD while doing my homework is prayer without ceasing. It's a constant communication. Sometimes saying a lot, sometimes saying a little, but living each moment of life as if HE were right there. =)



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today went science centre as a whole pre-u one science stream! yea yea... i think it's the first excursion we have tgt bahx! lol... oh ya, i give encouragement cards to ah ma.... jie jie, mama and lincoln... RIZAL (my grandpa) is like making fun of me and lincoln la... he wanna see the card... he tot is love letter cos lincoln refused to let him see! ya ya... then we started our science centre exploration!

me, mama and jie are doing the form tgt! lincoln and some other classmates don know why so fast finished le! they anyhow do?... it's a great time of SOW lahx... i manage to meet two of my contacts and have a fun time with mama, jie and lincoln! we went to play all the invention! i feel like im a tourist in s'pore la!... then i went to sit the 3D ride at omni-theatre with lincoln, mama and jie!

funny thing is mama and lincoln... sitting in front of me and jie... we were laughing at him thruout the ride... he is like helping the person cleaning the chairs la! swing here and there! ...-.-... very diao!! then we go play the bronze ancient basin... the one u rub at the side (handle)... then h2o will rise de! lincoln and jie is like catching the technique but me and mama no clue how to do it! aiyo...

then im like kidding, telling lincoln tt maybe his hands and jie's hands are very rough... so u all can do it but mine and mama's hands very smooth... so cant do it! lol... don know whether is it true or not! then after tt... we went another 3D ride again at the exhibtion hall there... this time the ride is better... more worth it... cheaper than the 1st one and more scary.... hahas...

actually not supposed to take the ride one...cos i have got very bad motion sickness, but i take it cos of my frens.... i very gd right? lol... then the same thing happened! this time round lincoln sit alone! then he really wipe the whole branch! lol..... laughing like mad all of us!! oh ya... then we got went to this place called the "infocomm technology"... it's so cool la... tt place!

the climax is tt we stand in front of a wall... then send a msg to the number on the wall... our sms will appear on the wall! so amazed... lol... haiya... then after tt... we went home... sorry tired of writing the whole trip le! too long... we stayed there and played like small kids! hahas... there we went jurong point to eat mac... the meal is very funny la!!! aiyo... laugh until my tears wanna come out le!

lincoln and dat yong are added to my "family" in my clinque... both my korkor... very lame leh... then lincoln take the same train as me... he is like wanting to hear me called him kor kor so desperately! ahh... then he followed me home to my bus stop cos he wanna know whr i live.. perhaps some classmates coming my house this friday for SOW! yeahyeah... "swimming" and TKK! we also have special guest! but i think my mummy is not at home!

yup yup... look forward to CG tml, unit CG and SOW on friday!! jiayou huiying!!!! love GOD and love whatever i do!!!!! hahahaz... update again tml about my day!! yea yea!!!!! ^^

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today.. returnin' to school.. me forgetful la.. forget to bring maths file.. wait for my di to bring for me to bishan mrt!! i on duty in e hall.. my ICC teacher is so great! although he know tt we ate in e control room... he didnt scold us.. indeed he is joking away... he mute e system when e sing-a-long session is on.. hahaz.. but RAHIM not in e good mood today...

cos MR Hisham told us why forget to turn on the base... then after RAHIM gone missing... he reject my calls even! MR HISHAM is saying, " it is very difficult to work with sensitive ppl! just now i didnt scold him right? i only talk nicely!" he told me and yt! jack and RAHIM are nice guys... Rahim helped me buy 100 plus... and jack helped us buy chicken pie! haha thank GOD for them...

oh ya... i think the medicine take effect this morning... i la du zi... pain pain... sobs! then im wondering like y i always say the "password" to tt person... and this fren is like wanna take all my sicknesses for me! >.<>

then hor.. my hp and yt's hp got something wrong i think.... i send to her hp and she send to my hp... took years to receive all the sms lar... but others send to me... wouldn't like tt! hais.... oh ya ya... duty is great in the control room... i have such a passion in everything i do! just love my life too much le! lol.. wanna thank GOD for everything and everyone! just cant stop falling in LOVE more and more with HIM each day! for He is always faithful!!

yeahhhh...after duty... some goodies are given... blessings from GOD? hahass... i become more thankful with everything i received! cos it's something i didnt deserve but GOD gave it all for me! (grace?) we (yt, me and lincoln) went rushing down to take the shuttle bus to science centre! ahh.... i love MR CHONG! hmm..... he asked why are the whole class so high today! lol! we sang happy birthday song to RAZIYAH!

actually don know is her birthday tml de... but she suddenly gives the whole class chocolates... so we know le lor... hahaz... great to have a fren like her! RIZAL is like wanna sing happy birthday... but he sang halfway... so im like suggesting to my ah ma... why not we sing a proper one for RARA la... then i can see after the whole song she seems very appreciated and happy yea!

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Today... i and mh late for school!! sobs sobs... cant go school cos will get 1 day (me) and 1 week suspension (mh)... then we straightaway take 178 to jurong mrt there... and take 143 from the interchange to tpy interchange! hais... i have motion sickness lah.. it's a long long journey... from jurong to clementi to west coast to bukit panjang to vivo city to sentosa to outram to orchard to... tpy etc... a 2hr ride!

but has a great time with my sbcs taking photo on the bus and listening to praise and worship!! i saw a disheartening accident on the road... someone is killed! although we donno the person... we feel sad... T.T... a goldish car crash into the wall under the bridge near vivo there? yup if im not wrong! sbcs called kenny to study out with him at entertainment centre mac...

then we saw my beloved dung outside tpy library there! she lives near there! GOD's plan for us to meet her man! haha... ytd me and mh feel depressed that we had to miss school again! my stomach isnt well... went to see doc and take medicine and MC... so ex.... 18 bucks.. the doc is very funny... at 1st... he called me lie down and we pressed my stomach "knock" here "knock" there!

After that he is like, "do you have cough?" then i wondered and starred into blank air for a while... i replied, "nope, why?" he is saying, "cos i hear you coughing in front of me just now!" then i said, "really meh, whr got?" then he is like laughing away, "never mind." then after a few min of consultation, he asked, "u got flu?" i, "huh?... NO.... y?" he laughed, "i hear u sniffing away!"

after consultation.. im like ???.. did i have cough and flu without myself noticing it.... or am i denying my sickness? hahas.. then end up the doc only concluded i got sensitive intestine... one medicine only! think tt the doc must wonder why i so funny de... he laughed thruout the consultation.. haha.. but it's good to bring joy to ppl whenever i go... lol~~

i went home... take medicine... then sleep le... like piggy la... sleep from 7pm to 530am?? lol... so nv update blog!! haha... but taken down in my diary! cos my didi don let me use com all the time la! hahaz... bad bad! then i still wondering y i can take joy in good & bad things! is it bcos GOD is with me? HIS joy follows thru watever i do! yeah PRAISE HIM! muack muack! =)

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hey hey... today is monday... late post sry! i nv post on blog...but have written down in my diary!! today (6 aug) after sch then go home and rush hw le~ hahaz... quite tired but i have to persevere on.... cos GOD is with me!! yea yea... this week is a short week... so PRAISE GOD! my classmates say tt they wanna come my house and "swim"! they so weird la... suddenly calls my name in maths lesson and tell me tt "huiying i miss swimming, wanna swim this friday..." -.-''' lol! update again! =)

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Monday, August 6, 2007

Yesterday went to FOP at indoor stadium... it's quite great... but GDOP is even more greater... hahaz... my district went to the event and sitted tgt! GOD gives me a lot of vision for my school, church and grp! im awed by HIM! yup... MI breakthru! then i went to chinatown to study with my cousin! i love joe! he's really cute~ learning to talk now! i played with him until quite late lor... and my the other cousin is always on the phone with her bf... lovely dovey away! -.-''' i miss you... yesterday mh not feeling well! i will cont' to pray for u de!! love u sbcs! today went to study with sbcs and church mates! im so surprised tt kenny can find us! hahax... then he blessed us with a small note and gift! see yr heart thanks! hmm... tml meeting sbcs for sch! hope we wont be late! i very tired now... thank GOD is a short week ahead! jiayou hy! still got alot of hw not done! ahh... GOD help! (pastor JEFF's fav phrase, soon will become mine too!)

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My QT learning (5 Aug 2007):

Psalm 8:3-9

The apostle Paul talked about our incredible value to God when he said, "He who did not spare his own son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?" (Romans 8:32). This is what God says to us.

We all might have devasting experiences in life. And if we look to where we are or where we will be tomorrow to give us a sense of value and worth, we are in trouble. The good news is that what God says about us is permanent and sure, and you can go to the bank with it.

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My QT Learning (4 Aug 2007):

2 Corinthians 5:1-9

God wants us to appreciate and enjoy this earth until He calls us home. But heaven is a better place to prepare for-and we'll have an eternity to explore it. It's a trip worth preparing for! Don't forget to plan and prepare for our eternal destination.

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

People! Sorry... due to busy schedule... my posts have been shorter and shorter!! Recently happened quite some things but i wont talk abt it bahx... lol... err... talk abt today then... hee hee... yt very funny... today saw her in train... then i was blocked bi a indian guy... she sms me ask me where am i, but indeed i less than 100m away from her? lol... she's cute la...

today received back my POA test 4A results... although not really well done... my class only 58% passes... im one of them... so thank GOD! all glory to HIM! then i went study with some church mates... until very very late... tired now... gonna sleep by 230am... they very bad always make me so awkward... i blushes lah... -.-''' see what they have done! hais... amk library very small... only two storeys.. bishan got 4 storeys... hahaz...

on my way home... i really thank GOD... this old granny asks me to sit down and rest... i decided to ask her whether she nids help or not... cos she really takes lots of stuff... then i help her take one thing... hahaz... then after tt she thank me a lot and say "bless you"... i feel so happy helping ppl... ytd also give up seat to an old uncle and her wife! when i see them smile... although they are not related to me... i will feel extremely happy de.. don know y...

hahax... maybe this is how GOD created me? lol... thank GOD for using me... tml wanna help more ppl? not just one or two... but no matter how many GOD place on my way... i will try my best to help them all! =) i love GOD once again! sbcs recover soon k? i love u too! anything can call me.... no matter how late at night... i will be there when u need me.... muacks! hope God will bless u with good health and be healthy once again! yea yea... He's able and all powerful.

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My QT learning (3 Aug 2007):

John 21:3

God wants to reveal the futility of our efforts apart from HIM. We can't make it without HIM. Apart from HIM, my efforts are futile.

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Friday, August 3, 2007

Three times the devil tried to get Jesus' eyes off the prize and to get the Son of God to trade our lives for a short-lived taste of power and glory (Matthew 4:1-11). Each time, Jesus saw the challenge as a test of His dependence on His Father. When tempted to use undue force, break the rules, or cut corners to satisfy shortsighted goals, Jesus remained faithful.

With mental toughness, physical endurance, and grace, Jesus showed that maintaining dependence on God is more important that a short-lived show of dominance.

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

MY QT learning (1 Aug 2007):

2 Corinthians 5:17-21

The cultures of the heavenly and earthly kingdoms are mutually exclusive - totally incompatible. The apostle John states it bluntly: "Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him" (1 John 2:15). And yet it is surprising how vulnerable we are to the lure of this fallen world system.

Jesus gave His life to redesign us from the inside out as His new creations. If we would get a handle on this reality, every time someone would walk from the dark, doomed, world, into our homes or our churches, they would get a refreshing glimpse of heaven. They would experience a taste of the new kingdom and the new creation - the presence of Jesus Himself - in our lives.

Go ahead - surprise someone with a taste of heavenly culture shock!

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