Sunday, October 26, 2008
today is a great day... i went for breakfast with ya hui.. she bought me a gift from sasa. lols... then after which i meet a fren at j8... she treat me sushi and bubble tea.. then we go yishun for laksa and dessert. it was a simple day, but i have great fun with her. thank you fren! hmm... then i go nana's pet shop. err... MY HAMSTERS! so cute... cant bear to leave them! hahas... then we went back home. and everthing back to normal day! I've been paid for in FULL 11:26 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
today is a great fine day! we went to exceilsor hotel for dian xin buffet. it's very filling and i have an enjoyable time with my family and relatives.. after the buffet, we have a scroll back to our grandma's house. we played mahjong, so called "dry swimming". hahas... anticipating for more tml! love GOD and my two ss wor! ^^ btw sorry to chen wei and shi hui... you are really sweet to give me a birthday surprise, but im not at home this morning. im thankful to have frens like u two. since pri school, you all have always been by my side. thanks! I've been paid for in FULL 9:12 AM
Friday, October 24, 2008
Today is one of my most memorable day of my life. After school, i went jurong point with nana.. i went to buy my aunties' birthday gift. hmm i have bought a necklace and braclet for both of them at perlini silver. after that, im kinda broke but i have a birthday treat from nana at pizza hut and coffee bean. The tom yum pizza is really delicious and there is a cool drink with it, it is called the mango sunrise.then we went coffee bean for a chill. nana order tiramisu cake, choc cake, passion fruit blackforest tea and hazelnut latte. We settled down and watched some shows and played games. It's a great time with her! ^^
I went home and tuned in to FM 93.3, haining wrote in and dedicate a song for me. Im so touched man! err... although the song is not being played but her letter is being read out by the DJ, Ivy. the content is so so touching! im like almost going to cry... thank GOD for u haining. You and nana really add in a lot of colours into my school life in MI! i will always treasure this friendship with both of u! ^^ I've been paid for in FULL 9:22 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
hi im back... hmm recently im kinda rather down cos of my PW! err... i really dont know what to do. from the time i was born till now, i have nv been so upset and hurt so deeply b4. i treat me as my frens. although they are not my best frens, i really respect them a lot. after the incident, i really ask myself, what did i do so wrong that made them hate me so much? hais... i hope all these is just a nightmare. =( I've been paid for in FULL 8:09 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
please can u tell me what exactly that i have done wrong? today in school... hmm... everything seems very fine to me. we have PW early in the morning. it's presentation by various diff groups. then our grp is nt presenting as we have presented on tues alr. py and nima nv sit with me, min and khai... i sense smth is wrong... but i nv ask so much. im supposed to pass to py the thumb drive on the rationale of choosing adam's journey. however, i nid more edition so i nv pass it to her during the PW lesson. moreover, my grp nobody bring laptop.after PW... i meet my beloved frens to eat and talk at the sch cafe.. had a rather high time with them. then bell rings... we go back to home class and wait till 1225pm to report at e hub to do the online survey. when i do the survey until halfway, then one of my PW mates pass a document to me and ask me to read thru and sign... i read thru roughly and i was very angry to read the comment they written abt me... did they really give me a chance to explain clearly or whatever?
at that moment, im thinking in my heart that why would they think this way abt me? they say i use handphone during meeting, use minimal effort, always "copy and paste" and always complain i have a lot of work to do etc. they also mentioned that i missed a lot of meetings cos of medical appointment. but did they consider my feelings and my health etc? hais...
i think they saw my reaction when i read the document. i read and then put aside and continue with the online survey. after which, min come to my table and asked, "can i use the document first, since u are not using it now?" i replied, "ok!" so he take the document away and read. at the end of the session, nima came and passed it back to me, i refused to sign and pushed it away. i called my parents straight away to ask whether i can quit sch or not. i cant stand the way they treat me anymore.
nima, on the way of walking out the lab, she said very loudly, " wah lao. why she like that?... feel like giving her a tight slap!" but by that time i was waiting for my best buddy in class, hn, at the same time on the phone. hn saw me crying and talking over the phone. she asked me what happen. i told her and i walked out the lab, crying very badly, she asked me why not talked to my home tutor, mr d. chong.
i said ok. she helped me called him and we were waiting outside the library by then. my hp rang.. i thought my parents called. i picked up the phone and it was my classmate. she says ms n. wanna see u. i told her i dont wanna see ms n. then i hang up the call. my chong reached and asked hn is it about PW that's why i cry? hn say ya. and that time she was crying too. mr chong says he wanna called py to come here too.
i run to the toilet and hide inside the cubicle cos i don wanna see her. she is my pw leader.. she is not in good terms with me and that's why everything that i do whether right or wrong, she is very bu shuang abt me. hn ran after me and come to the toilet. she asked me to come out cos my grp mates and home tutor and PW tutor is outside waiting. i said i dont wanna see them... after some time, ms nora also come in.
ms nora explained a lot of things.... blah blah blah.. we talked like for very long behind the cubicle door... she persuaded me to come out and i refused. i asked her to give me sm time alone with hn... i asked hn to come in the cubicle. i talked to her... i asked her why i cry she also cry? she says she is very sad to see me so sad. from her speech and action, i know i have found a very true fren in my life!
she hugs me and we cried really hard. after not very long time, my mummy come in the toilet and shouted my name! she asked me to come out, i asked her whether is there anyone following her in the toilet. she says no... i opened the door. then she asked me not to cry le etc... ms nora also come in then. she asked me to wash my face and then go out. before i go out of the toilet, i saw nima coming in. then i turn and back faced her, ms nora chased her out.
then when i stepped out the toilet, i saw mr chong. we walked back towards the library whr my bag is. i saw nima again and im about to turn back. the teachers and hn hold on to me and asked why not we go to an empty classroom instead of staying at whr nima is. we go to the classroom and talked for very long. then mr chong asked nima to come in to clarify smth. she starts crying.... zzz.. im the one who is being bullied here. don know she cried for what.
she denied the fact that she comment that she wanna slap me. then mr chong had no choice but to release her and we keep talking... hais... in conclusion the teachers asked me to compile everything that i have done and meet on mon again with the both of them and my grp mates. I've been paid for in FULL 11:20 AM